Should i drop PURE BIO ?

Firstly , i really wan to apologise bout the previous post .
it is like i'm really angry that time so i don't know what i am doing .
i am okay now =) thanks uh !
one should learn to forgive and forget and not bear grudges .
i dun wanna lose frens anyway .
i may sound harsh but if i dun apologise i will feel so bad =(
so normally i angry for a while but a while ok le ! :D


i'm kinda sad these few days cos last week my mum said that
my grandma in malacca has only less than 2 months to live .
2 months and it is so sudden ! everyone was caught unprepared .
my grandma is hospitalised and unaware of her condition .
her childrens do not intent to tell her cos they believe she will noe it herself someday .
actually my family planned to go back malacca this week but
i have an interview with Fr. David and the appointment is set
i need to go to chuch or else i will have to retain next yr for my cathechism classes
while other ppl will stop at sec 4 . i dun wan =(
and the following 2 weeks will be exams , followed by camp .
ahhh ! i can't go back to malacca in this case .
this coming weekend is my grandma's bdae and my mum wanted me to celebrate her last bdae
this will be her 82 bdae and i cant even celebrate with her !
she must be very sad lor .. mum say will bring me back by bus after i am free
she used to tell me interesting stories of world war 2 and never fails to give me a hug when i vistit her ..
i am very sad becasue i will not get to see her again .
i hope her cancer will not bring her pain ,
and hopefully adds on to the 2month left .. i miss her :(
but no worries , i will visit her !
it is a sad thing when u noe someone is gonna leave you =(
and summore is a person whom u've been with for the past 15 years of ur life =(
shielding u from beatings and scoldings from ur parents =(
so sad .. thats why on mon i am already very sian diao
plus ppl keep playing at the wrong time .. how can i not be angry ?
who will be happy noeing ur loved ones is gonna leave you

back to some embarrasing events today ..
we were havin CME lesson in com lab 3
shi ting was viewing my blog and i do not noe it .
and she was blog-jumping and tagging
i was at least 1m away from her when opened my blog and kept laughing
she shouted at my name and from afar i saw THE MR BEAN IN BIKINI
the whole blog was pitch black and i cant see my text only a large picture !
i was like omg !! carmen and the other near her computer were laughing
it was so chaos and many ppl saw from afar ! AHHH
i panicked and asked shi ting to scroll to the bottom of my blog to hide the pic
and i tink she was laughing till she got jammed or something
and then ! everybody went to crowd aroud her computer
to see my sexy beanie ! AHHHH SO EMBARRASSED .
and they knew it was my blog . and please , it is not porn !
is its cutie ah bean .
carmen still got imitate the pose of bean ! OMG .
immediately 2 red spots appeared on my cheeks... ahhhhh
imagine the whole class saw my blog pic's and they tot i am watching porn
when i did not even watch beforeeeeeeeeee ! EIYER ! ;X
anyway , really very funny lah . but at the same time very paiseh !


During BIO today , what mrs chuah says i agree !
if we keep failing bio , no point taking anyway .
we have 7 subjects now drop 1 left 6 is still okeh .
we dun have to take pure to do life sciences in future .
if we drop 1 , we can concentrate on the others better .
if u do badly for bio it will not be included for L1B4
no point also .. we might as well do better for other subjects !
bio is a hard subject . imagine u have to understand and memorise .
more tiring than social studies and geography !
u need 3 hours to study a topic for bio
the day before o lvls we only got 24hrs and we must study 20 over chapters ..
ohman it is gonna kill meeeeeeeee

oh well , shall see my EOY results .
do myself proud . hehe


i'm brushed . off to bed ! =)