So ps can. qi hui's cold joke make me laugh like a madman. :x !
and those school girls behind turned to look at me =.=
seeeeee, not only i take day off but qh also.
slack nia.

she's really funny can.
while mich and I were waiting for her at the busstop,
a 99 was about to stop.
then michelle was teaching me ss when we both looked up and
saw qh's face sticking onto the glass accompanied with a twist sign
as the 99 drove past us.
LOL. it was dammit retarded.
mich just stay calm giving a -.-'' face.

i was still thinking like how how how.

to go or not to go man. >:x !

sigh..

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To ____ ,

even though i may have said the wrong things at the wrong time,

but what i am referring to is only that time when i said everything.

everytime i wanna try to be better, another problem comes.

it always make everything worse..

and everytime when u dun believe me,

it makes it very hard for me to do things because i'm already sianed half.

i cant derive any motivation to do things also.

all i need is u to appreciate somethings i do.

only then i will feel that its worth continuing and that nomatter how tired i will not mind..

and yeah, sorry for the hurt inflicted on you.

you know when i'm angry i just say everything.

and i admit most of the time its hurtful but i always regret it when i'm calmed down..

i know million of apologies doesn't help.

but what i wanna tell u is that,

even though i may say hurtful things,

it doesnt mean that i dont like you or u're not important.

though you may feel that i am giving u such feelings but its actually not.

i swear it isn't like that.

i say things is based on what i am angry about and most of the time i dont hint things indirectly.

infact u think way too deep in...

in any case,

i just wanna tell you that i am happy to be with you and to have know you also. :)

just like today, i felt so touched when u help me to eat what i dont wan again..

maybe no one else in this world will help me save food like you? :D

anw, i will try my best to be better..

tho time's never enough, i will still try ba..

and please, dont lose faith alright.

thats very important because its one of the main factor to keep my motivation going....

though u may or may not see this but no matter what..

you're still my dearest and cutest LGG =)